College

So, today was the first day of the first semester for the college that I am attending.

My sister Haley tagged along with Mom and I. She started off seeming fine, but as the day continued my sister's mood just shot downhill. Yesterday she was the same way. It worries me, but she could care less about how it makes me feel apparently. I tried to talk to her but just ended up crying because she wouldn't tell me...even though I'm her sister. She certainly ticks differently...
I hope that one day she sees how it crushes me inside.

Anyways, so all of my classes and books are payed for and my on-campus classes start tomorrow. I'm somewhat nervous, but I always feel bunches better when I think about my girl, Leonii. Like today...I could always feel a smile creep to my face when she came to mind; that made me excited about getting home.

I'm pretty psyched about this whole college ordeal.
I'll finally have a social life again, for one. Also, I won't be just at home.
But that also bothers me...The only contact that I currently have with Leonii is through my computer. So, I will never want to be away from my desk chair for too long, haha!
My plans are to just attend the on-campus classes, go home, work on my telecourse classes, possibly get a part time job, and squeeze in as much time with my girl as possible.

My little cousin Ty has been sending me some songs by Fall Out Boy that he likes. x)

I don't know why I'm finding it hard to type right now. Maybe because there is a lot on my mind.

But I want to wrap this update up by saying...

I LOVE YOU, LEONII! Thank you for everything! <3

Also, I really hope that Hay will be ok...