College

So, today was the first day of the first semester for the college that I am attending.

My sister Haley tagged along with Mom and I. She started off seeming fine, but as the day continued my sister's mood just shot downhill. Yesterday she was the same way. It worries me, but she could care less about how it makes me feel apparently. I tried to talk to her but just ended up crying because she wouldn't tell me...even though I'm her sister. She certainly ticks differently...
I hope that one day she sees how it crushes me inside.

Anyways, so all of my classes and books are payed for and my on-campus classes start tomorrow. I'm somewhat nervous, but I always feel bunches better when I think about my girl, Leonii. Like today...I could always feel a smile creep to my face when she came to mind; that made me excited about getting home.

I'm pretty psyched about this whole college ordeal.
I'll finally have a social life again, for one. Also, I won't be just at home.
But that also bothers me...The only contact that I currently have with Leonii is through my computer. So, I will never want to be away from my desk chair for too long, haha!
My plans are to just attend the on-campus classes, go home, work on my telecourse classes, possibly get a part time job, and squeeze in as much time with my girl as possible.

My little cousin Ty has been sending me some songs by Fall Out Boy that he likes. x)

I don't know why I'm finding it hard to type right now. Maybe because there is a lot on my mind.

But I want to wrap this update up by saying...

I LOVE YOU, LEONII! Thank you for everything! <3

Also, I really hope that Hay will be ok...

You, and only you.

I don't think I have ever had this sort of feeling before.
It's like...I suddenly feel like I can accomplish anything. I think that my feet are finally finding solid ground.

I am a college student who is starting her first semester tomorrow. I have the most wonderful family that a person could ask for. And, for the first time in my life, I have a girlfriend.

I've decided to create a new blog to start off with a clean slate. I've taken another big step in my life, and I want to start off fresh. The past is the past, the future is what I'm building towards, and the present is what I'm concentrating on.

My girl? She's got to be the girl of my dreams. She's fun, she's super sweet, she's honest; she's just a gorgeous young woman inside and out. What kills me is the distance between us. I wish I could physically be with her every day. I have this really strong urge to always protect her, and when I am not with her I am nervous.
I can't wait until winter. She's coming to the states and I am hoping with all of my heart that I will get to see her face-to-face.

The title of this blog is related to my idea of chewing/bubble gum.
When I want to put off an aura of levelheadedness and when I want to have extremely fresh smelling breath, I chew what I like to call "sophisticated" gum. An example would be Eclipse.
When I just want to goof around and attempt to blow bubbles, I chew "fun" gum...such as Bubble Yum.
Don't ask me why I wanted to name my blog after my views on gum. :P

I am hoping that I will keep this blog up to date unlike my previous one which I failed to update frequently. Having a place to put down some of my thoughts about college, my relationship, and my life in general will probably be a decent thing to have.

I'm not going to go into a slew of details at the moment, though. I think I'll keep this introduction short. Simple and sweet.

Also, I want to talk to my girlfriend.

(: